The world can be an unfriendly place.

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2011-12-13T07:25:00.002+08:00

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Crying Koi Tattoo On the Road.

End of one.

2011-11-17T06:39:00.002+08:00

The trip to UK has ended. and I'm still in one piece...nice....
Now back to holland.
Wonder what's up for me again....

Am thinking of having a longer stay..

And one thing bothering me...Style..realistic or oriental?
Someone please advice..

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Holland-

Day 5 of 10 Days

2011-11-05T20:05:00.002+08:00

Day 5 - I split up with and alone I have arrived in westbury, england 3 days ago. And working in a studio called Studio Ink and there's great guys over here.getting me jobs to keep me survive. although i have to pay for my own accomodations but its a cheap one and its like those kind of bed and breakfast place. 5 more days to go before i embark to essex which i found out that i need about 5 hours train ride to get to there from here. LONG RIDE!!!!

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Westbury,England.-

Day 2 of 240 hours.

2011-11-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

Day 2- This the 2nd day of my horrible 10days. It's not going that well from the very start. But i was offered with a guest spot in westbury until my next convention in essex. Hopefully this guest spot will be able to pull me thru this 10days.

- Crying Koi tattoo on the road, Newton Abbot, England. -

Pounding

2011-10-31T16:44:00.001+08:00

This road have never been easy for me right from the start. They make you feel like there's hope by letting you have your first price. And from there, they bring you down by giving you fines, disaster and poor consumers.

Stucked.

-Crying Koi tattoo on the road, England, Devon-

LEI/RON

2011-10-14T08:59:00.002+08:00

Firstly, it's the gates that scares me out.
Afterall, i'm "not" suppose to be here.

The area and the eye of the people are so scheming.
I don't know what to say but it's really a great experience.

First day.
I'm gonna hang it up.YEAH!!!

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Bucharest Tattoo Convention, Romania.-

Meet at the point.

2011-10-11T06:47:00.002+08:00

Always i have this along side with me.
Pencil, pen, paper, brush, crayons, etc.
I did a little bit here and there while i was growing up.
Never once i was completed.

Only a few years back it seems to have found me,
or i have found them.
I'm glad we have found each other.

I'm here to complete what i should have completed in those days.

-Crying Koi tattoo on the road, Belgium-

"Boo"ster

2011-10-05T05:21:00.002+08:00

I'm having too much energy in me right now.
How is it possible that i'm able to master that?
Ideas Ideas Ideas.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Holland-

How?

2011-09-30T04:20:00.001+08:00

All i can do now is hope.

-Crying Koi tattoo on the road, Holland-

Mix feelings

2011-09-25T13:52:00.003+08:00

Here we go again.
I don't know why but this time it really pressurize me a lot.
Maybe it's because went there once,
And i know how things is going about.

Somehow i feel so lousy and low confident.
Wow..this feeling is overpowering me now.

I just wanna do my best.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, On The Way-

You make me M.E.L.T

2011-08-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

Love the look when she ties her hair.
Love the smile on her face.
Miss her little laughter covered with her hands.

-Crying Koi-

Why like that?

2011-08-06T13:46:00.002+08:00

I just have a feeling this is going no where.

Someone is going to leave this circle.

It's either one of them.

That one is going to leave in an awful way.

- C.K.-

Empty

2011-07-22T05:12:00.002+08:00

Back to this small little city that i'm suppose to feel familiar.
But nothing seems familiar to me.
Everything is so new.

Nothing is awaiting for me.
Or vice verse.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Back home.-

Just alittle, i guess.

2011-07-04T07:20:00.004+08:00

Just with the pictures.
Your smile makes the cotton candies melt.
With the looks in your eyes,
it felt right through me.

The hole of darkness and brightness in it.
Does it fall so easily?

Maybe,
It's the hesitation of the darkness,
and the temptation of the brightness.

-C.K.-

There goes...

2011-06-26T09:40:00.001+08:00

I tried all ways that i can.
I'm not the best but i will give you my best.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Holland-

No if's...

2011-06-17T07:34:00.004+08:00

If i were to be given many canvas and to prove that i'm not capable of it,
then i will definitely raise my white flag.
But now i don't even have one to prove.

Even there is, i won't let you down.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Holland-

On your own.

2011-06-14T08:54:00.003+08:00

This is only part of it.
One rose down.
Painting in Holland.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Holland-

Chances

2011-06-01T18:39:00.002+08:00

Waiting for the train to hit.
So the people in the train knows,
How strong i am.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Holland-

Never easy.

2011-05-21T09:11:00.002+08:00

Art are subjective.
What you like may not be what others like.
But there's not rules in art.
Do what you think it look best.

-Crying Koi Tattoo on the road, Holland-

Stand tall

2011-05-14T08:46:00.001+08:00

Nobody says it's gonna be easy.
And i never thought it's gonna be easy.

-Crying Koi tattoo on the road, Holland-

Zeist

2011-05-12T06:51:00.000+08:00

Day 7 in Holland.

-Crying Koi tattoo on the road-

On the road

2011-05-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Crying Koi Tattoo on the road

Oss

2011-05-04T12:48:00.001+08:00

There's nothing back here this time...
All the way i go for 77 days.
Hoping for greater heights.
New challenges ahead.

Crying Koi tattoo on the road in 12 hours time.

-C.K.-

Crash

2011-04-22T18:06:00.002+08:00

I have been trying to make my own decision.
But nobody will know what outcome it will be.
So how?
Its a new place, new environment and i'm new.
It's gonna be a hard start.
I don't expect anything in big return.
But is it normal to think of a little return?

If the road is there for you to walk,
nobody knows what's at the end of the road
will you still walk?
Its a good road.
But i guess it's just how you walk it.

-C.K-

Bowl study

2011-04-18T18:01:00.002+08:00

That's the end of my painting lesson.
And now i have to work on my own.
And use whatever i learned and apply.
Should be able to come out with something.

At least, that's what i hope.

-C.K.-

Same Mistake

2011-04-12T03:44:00.001+08:00

And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak

Crystal clear.

2011-04-10T03:51:00.002+08:00

So now choose.

Be the bad guy and be lonely but made an impact on her.

Be the nice guy and be with her but you are not the one she loves.

Choose

And this is reality.

-C.K.-

The road

2011-04-09T17:56:00.002+08:00

I’m not the best.

Or am i good at it.

There’s even more room for me to grow.

Why do some people just can’t understand that this really take time.

It really do.

If it’s something you really want and it’s forever,

You should spend more time on it.

It’s all a package in one.

More time meaning more effort.

And more effort = more contribution.

It’s just simple as that.

-C.K.-

Self-

2011-04-07T14:24:00.003+08:00

You can never guess what they are thinking.

Can’t even get my thoughts right.

No need to talk about thinking about others.

Just have to do my part of getting myself right first.

-C.K.-

2011-04-04T01:20:00.002+08:00

Ticking clock goes on

2011-03-30T17:56:00.001+08:00

It has been two days and my machine is not moving

But my pencil is moving.

-C.K.-

Stop

2011-03-29T01:20:00.002+08:00

Don’t have to be the prettiest

If you have the mind and willingness

No one stops, a girl who knows what she’s got.

I see it all in my head.

Cool hands on your sweat

You wanna make me mad?

Stop ‘cause I am.

Too much to absorb

2011-03-24T13:44:00.000+08:00

How am i going to do it?

-C.K.-

Nice..

2011-03-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

I need fast inspiration.

And i think to be able to do that..

I have to keep drawing different things.

But it just came too sudden.

Patient, ck.

-C.K.-

Flower Study #2

2011-03-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

Not really perfectly done.

But my teacher said its good.

Think he’s just making me feel better.

But i love the effect of the background.

Accidents appears to be nice...

-C.K.-

Frankie says relax

2011-03-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

You started being poetic about love.

And your best friend said nothing but just a sign of “i’m here for you”

And this is when this writing of yours is not for me.

Song doesn’t hit you.

And words only made people beside you cried.

The two greatest so far.

That really shows.

-C.K.-

Flower Study #1

2011-03-13T02:24:00.002+08:00

Took 2 lessons to finish it.

Total of 6-7 hours.

The background is on purpose.

Trying something out of the box.

-C.K.-

It’s actually very simple.

2011-03-07T23:43:00.002+08:00

Darkness came into picture.

It actually sinks the heart down to nowhere,

When you actually found out that the person you love,

Love another person like how you love her.

Love is what we are talking about, not “like”.

“Like” does not last for yearS.

Love continues without

communication,

random check up,

or even string cans.

-C.K.-

I want to go away

2011-03-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

All along i thought that was the truth.

And i took it bravely.

But with the closes encounters.

Now the truth came out to be the truth.

And i take it like a wimp.

But i shouldn’t be.

I love you.

-C.K.-

Alarm Clock

2011-03-03T02:40:00.004+08:00

I think all the while, the problem is not on you guys.

The problem lies on me.

I cried but for the two greatest person in my life.

That gave me my bones and blood.

-C.K.-

Invented

2011-03-02T04:48:00.002+08:00

Could we meet? Show me all the things you see?

I’m one more here.

Some old-timer pioneer.

I still have some cool.

I could leave you here with your ‘people’

If i’m a flag you ‘d not prefer to wave.

You’re always in my head

You’re just what i wanted

I live in constant debt

To feel you, invented.

-Jimmy Eat World-

That’s me

2011-03-01T01:08:00.002+08:00

There’s so much plans ahead...

-C.K.-

Cycle

2011-02-25T02:09:00.001+08:00

It’s always repeating, my friend.

-C.K.-

Noticeboard

2011-02-19T04:07:00.003+08:00

If you notice :

All the complication that we are getting now

No matter regarding what

It’s created by human creation.

If you notice:

The lyrics of old songs are simple and straight.

But as for now

Song lyrics are so much more intense and depth.

Things can be simple

But we, humans complicate it,

By making things better.

All i know

is...

Be true to your own self.

-C.K.-

What if i told you

2011-02-15T01:58:00.004+08:00

What if I told you
Thats its just a front
To hide the insecurities I have

Theres so much I want to say
But Im so scared to give away
Every little secret that I hide behind

Would you see me differently?
And would that be such...a bad thing
I wonder what it would be like

If i told you

Tea Session

2011-02-14T00:20:00.002+08:00

The milk tea you always wanted is out of stock.

There’s bitter tea and you wouldn’t mind having it too.

But you prefer milk tea.

And if its back on stock,

Do let you know.

You would love to have milk tea.

-C.K.-

Too much to take in.

2011-02-10T00:52:00.001+08:00

Constant reminder:

Let it flow,

Don’t force it.

Just the mind and pen do on it’s own.

-C.K.-

1825

2011-02-07T03:35:00.002+08:00

It’s a cold night.

Both of us sitting on a couch

With warm lights surrounding us.

And i’m hugging you

With a thick blanket covering us.

Accompanied by the glasses of red wine.

We didn’t talk, maybe a little.

But this is the love i’ve been thinking.

This may sound simple

But this is how simple i would like.

Hugging you all night.

-C.K.-

Half written

2011-02-02T06:11:00.002+08:00

Just let the pages flip by itself.

Let the chapters flows.

And don’t skip those pages to the end.

It’ll never do you good in anyway.

Have the book write and read by itself.

After all, it’s half written.

-C.K.-

Lesson #2

2011-01-31T16:29:00.003+08:00

Picture this:

The air you breath is cold,

Enough for you to freeze the glass.

Walking along the boulevard,

Holding your own hands,

Just to keep yourself warm.

But it was something warm inside you about her,

That really keeps you warm,

From those cold breeze.

-C.K.-

Courage and Control

2011-01-27T03:10:00.002+08:00

The chaos sings of symmetry,

And all her words are poetry.

That’s the kind of city,

Which I want to belong....

It’s time to let your hair down,

And give yourself permission.

It takes courage and control,

But you start by letting go.

-Brandon Boyd-

First touch

2011-01-22T02:40:00.002+08:00

My very first oil painting in my whole 24 years.

Interesting lesson and kind of new to me.

Really new.

This is the long wait i’ve been waiting for.

Can be a boring theme but soon..i’ll create something of my own....soon.

P.S. it’s a pear by the way.

-C.K.-

Please don’t tell her

2011-01-21T01:36:00.008+08:00

Yes, we had mutual understanding about this agreements.

And yes, no arrangement can be made without asking.

But asking is tiring for me.

It tired me out.

If you ever looked back, questions are made by me, only.

Be fair to me and only if you want.

If at the end, it’s silence, it’ll break me but i do understand.

Understanding why it’s in silence.

Say that it isn’t so

How she easily come, how she easy go

Please don’t tell her that i’ve been meaning to miss her

because i don’t, not for her

Its not that i meant to forgive, forget what i said.

Told you i don’t but

I am only trying to be the best with my attempt

To cure the rest is sure to lay me ease

The plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology.

Please don’t mention all the attention i have drawn.

Please don’t bother cause she’ll feel guilty when i’m gone.

-Jason Mraz-

Which to bury, us or the hatchet?

2011-01-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

I think you know what i’m getting at

I find it so upsetting that

The memories that you select

You keep the bad but the good you just forget

And even though I’m angry I can still say

I know my heart will break the day

When you peel out and drive away

I can’t believe this happened

And all this time I never thought

That all we had would be all for not

Photo memory

2011-01-13T05:11:00.002+08:00

Don’t need a photo of you.

Inorder to remember you.

There’s a picture of you in my mind, so beautiful.

Unless a concussion is real,

it will still be you.

-C.K-

Twenty Eleven

2011-01-01T05:15:00.003+08:00

It’s just another phase that we experienced and learned from the months and days.

For me, it’s just a phase we have to face.

Really hope that with all these will help us make better and sensible decisions.

We always have a strong memories for some particular person.

But the memories they have is not for you.

To them, it’s to their own particular person.

It’s one after another.

Like a cycle.

Keep going without ending.

But sad to say, it won’t be your turn.

-C.K.-

Ponder the pond

2010-12-24T03:52:00.002+08:00

Have you ever thought of what you really wanted?

I don’t really know how to explain with the right words.

But this is how it goes...

We can admire anyone or even stranger that walked into our life.

And eventually "admire" becomes “fond".

We can like everyone or even more than liking that particular person.

And started holding hands.

That’s when the main point starts...

Do you get an electrify feeling that running does your veins that make you real soft inside?

Like they say, “it melts my heart” -literally.

Do you get those?

And i mean NOW, not those younger days.

I think that’s what we are finding for now.

This is the real new chapter.

2010-12-10T23:20:00.003+08:00

Once i get my first satisfied piece,

There’s gonna be a new page, new creation.

By that time i’m going to keep painting.

I think i’ve found my direction.

Who to look up for.

It’s gonna take months, i believe.

Stay tune.

-C.K.-

Never even came across.

2010-12-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

never even did i tell anything extra.

-C.K.-

The day break

2010-11-29T06:28:00.002+08:00

We are in the same dimension, i should say.

But why is it that i just can’t see you?

I tried opening my doe-eyed eyes.

I can’t see you or you are not letting me to see you?

-C.K.-

Care for the less.

2010-11-27T16:08:00.004+08:00

Does the society affect us or we affect the society? I guess it’s a cycle that exist in this world. We are dependent on each other in order to survive. But which way would you like it to be? you affecting it or you’re affected by it?

-C.K-

White fluffy cloud

2010-11-21T14:45:00.006+08:00

Finally get what i wanted to see.

It’s really enormous.

I just can’t believe it happened.

Bali is another trip i’ll make it happen every year once.

It’s always when i’m able to see the reflection of the sky on the ocean surface.

I think of you.

I enjoy the breeze and so is the breeze enjoying me.

When i looked up, there you are.

When i look straight or down, it’s the same you.

Because of the reflections.

Where are you, my white fluffy cloud.

-C.K.-

Tears controlling device.

2010-11-09T01:44:00.004+08:00

It had been a few times this had happened.

Only this once seems so serious.

All along i thought it would be the same.

When the door was opened.

And i saw him breathing not thru the open air but with a plastic cover.

Pushed into a room i’ve never been.

It’s like there’s a gigantic robot pumping energy into him.

And when she touched him,

I felt the love she had for him.

This is the first time i saw a droplet of tears running down his cheek.

Is that tears of pain or tears of love?

Only him will know.

-C.K.-

Same but not the same.

2010-11-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

HA...HA...HA....

Maybe not the way i see it.

But....

HA...HA...Ha....

-C.K.-

Crimb

2010-11-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

I’m so way behind.

But the rule of the game,

Only one rule:

YOU MUST TAKE EVERY STEP, NO SKIPPING A SINGLE ONE OF IT.

-C.K.-

Guess game.

2010-11-04T00:00:00.004+08:00

No use saying "i want to this..and i want to that....”

I gotta prove it.

But life just sucks sometimes.

Friends keep telling you, “dude, you’ve changed.”

But the fact is that there’s always changes in life as we proceed.

And we have to adapt to that, i guess.

That’s why we changed, i guess.

There’s no doubt to it about what i’ve chose.

110% is figure i gotta give.

-C.K.-

Paint it.

2010-11-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

From yellow to red.

There’s a process of orange between them.

And many more tones in it.

But you’ll choose to skip it and choose the one that suits you the best.

Yellow is the past

And red is the real deal now.

You gotta climb your way up.

2010-10-23T22:06:00.001+08:00

With the old saying,

"Great artist creates

Stunning artist steals”

-C.K.-

Freedom of speech

2010-10-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

Everyone have their point.

Point to what?

There’s many point in a human.

It’s actually how much you see into this.

-C.K.-

Subject

2010-10-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

From a girl point of view, lie means a lie.

From a guy point of view, there’s something i wouldn’t want to mention.

You can say it yourself, “ We all have stories we’ll never tell.”

This statement is really true.

And if you can see it at this view, why not see it in mine?

It’s the same.

Totally can understand why they wouldn’t want to mention things.

Because i myself have things that i won’t wanna mention.

It happens to everyone.

And i wouldn’t want to ask further.

There’s a reason behind everything.

Because i know,

Eventually, if they were to say anything, they are WILLING to.

Just take the way i am and judge me.

I’m lazy to explain.

-C.K.-

If you were to listen.

2010-10-15T21:42:00.002+08:00

“Jealousy is a disease, love is a healthy condition. The immature mind often mistakes one for the other, or assumes that the greater the love, the greater the jealousy - in fact, they are almost incompatible; one emotion hardly leaves room for the other.”

“You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.”

“You don’t let people in. It’s hard for you and once you do you don’t want to let them go and when they fuck up you’re like “Why did you do that to me? I gave you my feelings. I did everything for you, and you screwed me over.”

“I’m sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that I never got the chance to tell you that, no matter what happens next, I’ll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you. And even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was thank you.”

“Some people feel like they don’t deserve love. They walk away quietly into empty spaces, trying to close the gaps of the past.”

“I guess you are right. I’m afraid. I am afraid to put my guard down. I am afraid that if you know all that I am, you won’t feel the same. And I’m afraid that once my barrier is defeated, and I’m comfortable, that you’ll walk away.”

Explanations sucks

2010-10-12T23:46:00.001+08:00

I have the tone of my dad

and i have the heart of my mom.

Fuck You LOW CHUAN KAI

2010-10-10T02:24:00.002+08:00

I do understand that i don’t have the right to do all these.

But why the fuck am i still doing it?

What the hell is the thing that fucked up my brain cells?

What was i thinking?

It’s like another story but the content is the same.

Yes, i shouldn’t fall too deep.

In the end, the one hurt is me.

Because no one will pity you.

“Told you so....”

That’s the pity line they will tell you.

All these years are bullshit theory i’m living in.

Theories never meant to exist.

Words not meant to be use in those lines.

Whatever it is,

I fucked up again.

the magical place everyones talking about.

2010-09-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

Once again I'm back on the road.
Have been thinking lately.
What if this carry on for long?
What do I leave behind?
What do I want to bring wit me?
What do I want to bring back?
But sadly to say this last only for a week.

This is the furthest that I've traveled.
What will happen?

Soon I'm gonna find out.

-C.K. On the road-

Mother Nature

2010-09-17T14:47:00.002+08:00

You never trusted even once when young.

The way you look at them with those eyes i knew it.

Those eyes that says, “What are you guys up to?”

I can’t choose who i met in my life.

It just happen like that.

And for your record,

I don’t need you trust them.

Just trust me.

-C.K.-

Qns Mark

2010-09-08T20:54:00.004+08:00

What is the way to success?

I don’t want to take short cuts.

But the eager inside me is raging out.

Practice might work out.

But there’s not much canvas for me.

And i’m back for good.

Maybe for the moment.

-C.K.-

Flow like water

2010-09-02T15:02:00.001+08:00

This is the harsh message i'm passing on.

-C.K. on the road-

Ocean avenue

2010-08-15T22:10:00.003+08:00

Adventure is in my blood.
Experience is my bone.
Actually it's not as easy as i thought.

The bubbles seems multiple
With different sizes like population.
But eventually it will dissolve into the blue ocean.

-C.K. on the road-

Going on

2010-08-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

Days gone forever
But I've never left your side.
We can chase the night together.

Just put a little trust and time in me.
I can make wonders with simple things,
Like butter and bread.

-C.K. on the road-

Skinny Trees

2010-08-11T22:02:00.002+08:00

Day by day like a robot.
Battery life is dying out soon with bored.

Week by week like a baby.
Crying over spilled milks with another bottle in hand.

Year by year like an owl.
With the opened eyes only to the see the stars.

-C.K. on the road-

319KM

2010-08-10T00:08:00.002+08:00

It's like another ride to wonderland.
With dreams that made my muscles shouted for help.

How can you do these?
Don't make my dreams happen one day.
Otherwise it's time for me to pay back.

-C.K. on the road-

One more time

2010-08-08T12:45:00.002+08:00

Here i am sitting in front of my laptop.

While five for fighting is singing,

I’m trying to type this.

I’m leaving for another 30 try again.

Everyone is on the burning lines now.

So frightening that we need some moral support.

Maybe just me that wanted it.

When you said, “you’ll get where you wanted to, no worries.”

I know those are consoling words.

But for a moment i was so naive,

That i thought it was words of wisdom.

What a joke.

-C.K.-

Nervermind

2010-08-06T01:11:00.002+08:00


Polly wants a cracker
Think I should get off her first
Think she wants some water
To put out the blow torch


Polly wants a cracker
Maybe she would like some food
She asked me to untie her
A chase would be nice for a few

-C.K.-

Notes from the underground

2010-08-03T03:52:00.001+08:00

I used to write and think at the same time.

But i think more now with a blank page in front of me.

-C.K.-

LLR

2010-07-28T01:20:00.004+08:00

Was it just a joke?

Those words, gesture and body language.

Really makes me want to hold you tight.

And never let go.

Once again it felt so hard.

But it could be just for a moment, like you always say.

We, humans think too much.

What we should care is present.

Because at that very moment,

That’s where we are standing and breathing.

Able to feel the touch of present,

Smell present,

See present,

That’s why it’s call the “present”.

Is it just a dream of the present?

What a nice dream.

-C.K.-

Standing Tall

2010-07-27T03:48:00.003+08:00

What if you were granted a wish to just peep at your future for 1min?

What would you choose to peep at?

Love?

Career?

Age?

End of my future is what i will choose.

-C.K.-

Not even the trees

2010-07-22T01:54:00.000+08:00

Left with 2 days.
There might be a change of plans.

-C.K. on the road-

Poison my thoughts

2010-07-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

It should be coming here soon.
Maybe just an illusion.

-C.K. on the road-

Afraid

2010-07-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

Just let this says it all.

-C.K. on the road-

Where?

2010-07-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

Without knowing too much will just be much better, i thought.
But after the second thought, knowing more is facing the truth.
Is this going to be the end of road?

The mist is making everything so bleak.

-C.K. on the road-

2010-07-13T23:25:00.002+08:00

I feel so far behind when i saw others work.
But i tell myself.
They have been doing this for years.
I'm just a starter.
But again i do not have any basic in colours.

This is only one chapter of my worries.
There's more.

-C.K. on the road-

Liquid

2010-07-12T22:41:00.004+08:00

Take a step at a time, girl.
Atmosphere makes you curl.
Neutral is the one you've conquered.

High and dry is not what you get.
Underwater is what you fetch.
Infinity polaroid is definitely your catch.

Shapes of fluffy clouds can never amaze you.
High on top the neverland
Is what you really want to achieve.

-C.K. on the road-

Daze

2010-07-10T22:26:00.003+08:00

The day ended just like any other days.
It shows how amazing what's above us.
Just a click away and i'm able to reach you.

But what is all these about now?
Should i take it as normal?
But its not normal at all.

Shsss...just silence makes it all.

-C.K. on the road-

Fairy tale

2010-07-09T18:04:00.007+08:00

Miscommunication screws things back then.

Advance technology not that advance back then.

Images are all so blurry and who can i blame?

All but myself not wanting to.

Maths calculation improves things now.

Communication doesn't seems to be the problem now.

Images are freshening up and who can i count on?

I just don't understand you.

And that's right.

Is it the fact of me breathing in this world that scares you?

Or am i too rushing into things that never meant to be?

Shall we keep this memories in the box of 10?

Or open it up and carry on with what's unfinished?

Yes, i agreed that it's far apart and things will change.

Even getting it back slow was not an option to you.

When those laughters and images of your face are getting clear

I'm trying to hold to it.

But it seems like the option you choose

Are getting my vision blurs again.

Friend, i'm starting to fade away again.

Please hurry.

-C.K. on the road-

To me.

2010-07-07T15:08:00.004+08:00

What makes you believe in me?

And why do you seems so inviting to me?

Crash in to the infinite energy.

With the petals that fall of the tree

Stop and take a look,

It's my tears that you see.

-C.K. on the road-

Strive

2010-07-04T00:30:00.001+08:00

Amazed by the familiar faces, street names and signs.
Went back so long and life is still same.
The air and atmosphere.

And once again i'm on the road.

-C.K. on the road-

Wheels

2010-07-03T01:38:00.004+08:00

Packed bag,

Tickets in hand.

Chapter 2 here i come.

-C.K. going on the road-

Withered

2010-07-02T01:21:00.003+08:00

Painting water on feathers.

With a box of paper peddles.

Reaching for the light.

Without getting into any fight.

All they need are sky juice.

Just need those right tools.

And it’s a shame, i know.

If those leafs just won’t fold.

Something is not meant for you to say it yourself.

Not even for the others to judge.

-C.K.-

Pearl

2010-06-30T00:17:00.005+08:00

Why do you have to make her cry?

She’s weak in both health and mind.

All she ever wanted was to be informed.

Help is all she can ever offer.

Sleepless night is her forte now.

She’s the one that brought back all the bread.

And all she sees on the ground is her broken pink clay.

List of questions is all she think of every now and then.

Without warning, droplets just roll down her cheek.

And my heartaches.

-C.K.-

Thoughts

2010-06-28T01:33:00.003+08:00

I don’t care how much you know about me.

I just want to know how much you care about me.

-C.K.-